for a very long i understand the fact that in the morning or afternoon my boyfriend has to study
then .. afternoon we would hang till he gets tired
then it became morning and afternoon FULL TIME
he would be in school or gym . then rest of times
his with me gaming sa/maple or smth
ok totally understand
and then it evolved into friday / saturday / sunday
gone , with friends till night
and the rest of the hours left with me
ok understand
and then now CURRENTLY
no change . morning afternoon INCLUDING NIGHT NOW
gone,with online friends playing SA =)
so when is it time for me ?
1. when theres no one to play with already
2. when is already dead tired
3. few mins before he goes to bed
how am i going to go pass this ?
theres onli so much i can do ,
i always have this feeling
its because of me this relationship
is still going , and if i stop trying
to glue things together
it would fall apart
im honestly tired
hahaha
its almost every night now
i cry myself to sleep
wondering will it be worth it all?
will he even know
im tired, im hurt
at times im spilling my guts out to him
or sometimes im telling him smth is wrong
he just turns to a new topic.
and right now his asking me to get a new guy.
hahaha !
