it happened too soon...

It happened too soon.
I find myself staring at my sister as she was getting dressed for skool
at 7.15AM after 10 mins she went back into bed
i asked "mei, no skool ?"
she replied me " jie, i have fever."
then i fell back into sleep
woke up at 9.ooAM by a very irritating sound
by my sister's squiky Gameboy button.(she was playing pokemon)
GUGU and AH SAM were going to go to the hospital to look at grandpapi.




the next thing i knew it was around 3.ooPM
GUGU and AH SAM were back from the hospital
and mom just came back from work for lunch
i went down to have my late lunch
and they were having a coversation.
GUGU and AH SAM were talking about grandpapi's condition today
"He is in so much pain, since last night never slept, kept yelling . we don't know what is he waiting for. not to sound rude but seeing him like this suffer it hurts our heart. "
GUGU explained " I told him if he cant stand the pain, just go. no one will blame him . i even ask who are u waiting for? ah kit (MY big brother)?or ah toi(MY 3rd uncle)?
then mom ask " eyy when u ask who u should slow down see reaction who knows u say so fast he cant even nod or anything ''
GUGU even called ah toi(my sec. uncle)!on his cell. telling him "grandpapi almost dying! u want to see him or not! wad son are u! "







*** Screw him to bits from the bottom of my heart!! hate him to the max! so pissed at him not to sound rude and all. when grandpapi went in to the hospital the first day i was the 1 who informed him to tell him grandpapi is in the hospital and i was cry my tear duct off! " ah toi shu-shu, ah yea went in to hospital (in chinese) and u know wad he replied me!?!?!?!! " o.. " so relax tim!
i mean seriously!!! im the granddaughter and ur the son !!?!?!?!.***


After that grandmother woke up not long later
GUGU and AH SAM went back to the hospital
while mom went back to the office.



i can rmb.
it was around 5.ooPM i was watching tv
and my sis joined me after her nap.
it happened really soon.
around 6.15PM.
the phone rang.
mei mei picked it the phone infront of me
" hello,... harh?!?! huh?!?! ..... "
i could tell there was something not right
something harsh from the sound of her tone as she said each confusing word...
i looked at her her eyes the confuse innocent eyes
i ask her " wad? who was tat?"
she answered " baba. ah yea hen yuan zhung liaw "(dad, grandpapi in critical situation)
hou hou kor kor was walking into his room when he heard wad mei mei said
mei mei dressed changed from PJs to normal clothes
and we went straight to the hospital
in the car i was crying and mei mei was also crying.
upon reaching to grandpapi's bed. no 1 was there
as we walked closer. i could see my uncle(AH MOU SHU-SHU)ahead.
we walked to him to find tears in every ones eye.



after while. dad asked if we would like to see him
i went in first then mei then kor kor .
i saw grandpapi. and the tears jus flow uncontrollably..
but i knew it will be better this way..
grandpapi wont have to suffer too much.
after seeing grandpapi, dad told us to go home
as they would be behind our car.



and now im waiting...




rest in piece grandpapi.