caught between 2 dead ends

right now its 1.o1 am
19th of May
your most likely sleeping
i know i should be studying
but i cant seem to place my heart on it

a few minutes ago,
we had an tiny argument
you asked if it would
look good on ur car
honestly i dont know
and i honestly couldnt care-less

it dont mean i dont care
about wad you do
its just that
1. I AM NOT GOOD WITH CARS
2. IM NOT GOOD AND VISUALIZING
i cant place 2 separate pictures in one
like i cant imagine myself
in a dress i want to buy
because i really cant...

and u ask me if it would look nice on ur car
and i said smth that made you hurt
cause it sounded like
i dont care
but your car is your wife
and you said i shouldn't sit in ur car
and i tot you were joking but u weren't

and because of that we
ended our conversation
with an awkward silence
gosh i hate the cold harsh silence
after a disagreement
with you ,
usually its not good at all

im sorry for reacted the way i have
but i honestly dont know
what to say about ur car
except for the fact that
to me a car is a car,
because thats how i think a car is.

i dont know wad else should i say
only..
caught between 2 dead ends